Re...rea...read...readinG

How should i explain this???

its like, the MORE u read, the MORE u realized that u actually know nothing...! (so better dont read?) thats the best solution?

As the terms keep on changing and i dont really understand it.....huh...

not only terms but the way they explain it, or the way i couldnt understand it, or im not good enough to really understand it and do it in FUTURE...

thats what worries me so MUCH!

kineticscorrelationstochiometrymolincreaseddecreasedenhancedsulphidehydrosulphideionizedequation

WAH...HATE IT..

Zam Zam @Oasis Sek 9

emmm...yummy! delicious....brought momma n sis here for dinner...they were craving for Arabic food especially Baqlawa...our fav sweet desert..

ZAM ZAM ALAKAZAM

KHASKASH KEBAB (RM20)

Lamb kebab+fries+yogurt+tomato puree+bread

SHISHTAWOOK (RM25)

rice+fries+chicken+yogurt+tomato puree

SHAKSHOUKA (RM10)

scramble eggs+tomatoes+onions

CHICKEN MANDY, MOM'S CHOICE (RM18)

rice+almost like quarter chicken+vege soup

HILLSBURG, APPLE (RM3.50)

similar to barbican but i can say that hillsburg is much more carbonated than barbican...i cant drink it..(got ulcers)

BASBOSA WITH MINT TEA (RM4/PCS), (RM8/POT)

oh, no pic of baqlawa...will upload later..

Huge mistake

I think Ive make a lot of mistakesssss....Well..if u r not making any mistake, u will never learn..thats what i heard in drama/movies...I guess, throughout this year itself, Ive made so many mistakes, and if i ever have to add the last year mistakes. I think, its just nice to have the picture above! "I THINK U R MAKING A HUGE MISTAKE!" ....which is so true....Ive gone through a lot n I wish I am still strong to move forward which so many things in MIND..

Mistakes in life, love, looking for partner, experimental work, writing, spending on unnecessary things....Its somewhat habit, as If Im stressed, i would just go n buy lot of stupid stuff...I need to grow up and stop doing that kind of things....ya, PLEASE STOP YA, MISS SHERINA....will try....

Lets just focus, let the mistakes became part of my history which I will never ever forget and repeat the same mistake ever again...wow....so many EVER here but thats what Im trying to stress out!!>>>

Collecting the precipitates

Today's work.. : Collecting precipitates from Biofilm reactor 1 and 2..

While releasing the effluent from both reactors, Ive collected the precipitates as well..

Purpose: for XRD analysis...but need to filter 1st okay...n leave it in the oven..

Done, samples kept in bottle and need to bring back to another lab..

Even darker..

The water gets turbid, as can be seen, there are black precipitates...

The effluent released, still clear...not so turbid

Acid

SOS: Here i come, just put ur face on the running tap water till u feel less burning sensation..

this is how it looks like if u ever splashed acids on ur face even a diluted ones...huhu

I experienced it yesterday and well today also...I wonder y..I wonder how..

Hmm...I have a running nose in the morning, mayb while i was rubbing my nose, accidentally acids on my hand transferred to my nose...which makes my face feels the burning sensation...

After Ive washed it

but even Ive placed my nose for quite a while on the running tap water, I still can feels like its burning....its HOT!..

I wonder how people can just think of splashing acids to someone else (bad, bad, very bad...) dont ever do that...It hurts so much..

bee-hoon tomyam :-)

Wanted to eat this long time already! no w i got it and it taste just good! yay, finished eating it.. burp...2 bowls of it...hahaha bee-hoon tomyam, full with squid, crab, mushroom and what i love most it lots of vege in it! (carrot, cauliflower...emmm...what else arrr? can remember...tHANKS momma!....love u..

Im happy because of you!

Proud to say that Im soooo happy because I have u, U r the one that makes me laugh, smile and even stress-less now! hehe...Sorry didnt have a special name for u, just a very common name "COMOT"...given by sis..wonder who he/she is? hahah

its my cute lil kitten...Found him near Tasik Seksyen 7 while buying nasi lemak for lunch...Its actually early in the morning, I saw four kittens playing around without their papa n mama...Somebody threw them out like "NAH! Out u from my houz" ...some sort of that lah kan..I feel sad watching them playing all alone and not sure where they get their food and drinks (milk).

They were still small, only 4 days out to the world. Told my sis to pick them up after sending me to lab. When I got home, they were like so "meowwwwww".....

prepare some milk for them but they dont seem to like it...

Okay, its gonna be a very looooong story..cut it short...From four of them, only 1 left and thats my Comot...play with her all nite long! She is very demanding, heheh only loves full cream milk (Dutch Lady) and Whiskas...

Nickel salt

Nickel salt; this is how it looks like...

Its green in color..used in my experiment..Im gonna weigh this nickel salt 1st before I can prepare it in certain concentration that I want...It depends...Here are some other examples of nickel salt...

7 quick ways to calm down

1. walk away 2. close ur eyes 3.Find some solitude 4. Go outside 5.Find some water 6. Breathe deeply 7.Listen to music

urghhh....

wahhhhhhhhhh.....speechless..!!!! feels like shouting every now and then! huh, i dont know whats going on, what makes me feel so tensed/depressed/stressed or wut eva does it call...lot of work, i guess...! and dont have much time and yet so many things happen..

i just dont know..i dont have the mood, the motivation, or whatever it is...arrghhhh.....

need to be done:

1) analysis on the samples (sulphide, banyak sgt)

2) analysis on metals (100++ samples)

3) re-write some parts for the ergs (flowchart, gantt chart, lit review, intro and bla..bla...)

4) conference paper for kuching (due date 15th march)

5) paper for method of development (still waiting for the results)

.................................................blur...................

Reunion...after like 2 years kot..

Tila bought for us, she will be away for 9 months...training...

faten& tila

me with tila

faten & tila, we r at the Old Town Ampang

faten & me

Pics when i hang out with atila n faten...havent met them for the last two years..

Insyirah, lovely lil girl..

Her name is Insyirah (her daughter), my friend (idatul).....She is very cute..Now i only got the chance to meet her and her child...A pretty girl...I bought something for Insyirah as Ive promised to datul for her wedding gift, but since then I haven't give her anything for her wedding...So instead, I just give her daughter lah...Her lil gurl was so happy when she opened up the wrap and said "BAG"..hahah surprisingly at her age, she can said that..she's only 14 months old..her mom was shocked too...

"Love Grandma"

I love my grandma so much..Ive been staying with her since Im out from momma's tummy...

My mom and dad used to work when i was little, so they have been very bz. I only have my brother and grandma with me...Anytime that i want my grandma, there she is...I used to accompany her whenever she need to go to the Hospital Besar Ipoh as she was diagnosed with high blood pressure..So need to go and do her medical check up every 2 months and took her medicine..Im so closed with her but now my grandma cant recognized us at all, cant even mention my name, look at me, and telling me its you, SHINA..i miss her saying that to me..Miss her cooking, she will usually cook whatever i have requested..especially her nice daging masak itam...my favourite..

We used to chit chat, telling me her story, her very own story bout life and so on..Now she is very old and yet sick...she got Alzheimer, stomach ulcer and dont know what else...I rushed to ipoh saturday morning knowing that she vomited, its black in color..I just want her to be healthy but what can i expect at her age of 80++..just hope that she will do just fine...MISS HER SO MUCH...

Continue with Nickel 5 and 1ppm

samples

Pouring UPW into the reactor

after withdraw samples

my work area

As for today, i continue on my work for the Nickel (5 and 1 ppm)...Finished for Nickel and will continue with Zinc probably tomorrow...Need to measure pH and temperature as well for the previous sample before run it with ICP (next 2 weeks).

Emmm..whats so special bout today? At around 10 am, one undergrad student came to me asking bout kernel seeds. He wanted to check on the cations and anions, mentioned metal but telling me anions..heheh so i asked him to check again..cant blame them, they keep on stressing that they are civil's not from science background..heheh okay, okay, i understand..so i gave him a short explanation on what instrument to use, what actually u can detect, the expected concentration n many more..well, thank god he understand it and appreciate even though i didnt help him much..hehe

enough of that, the serious disaster for today was..The stopper tercabut while i angkat the reactor..and oh my, splashed all over my shirt and the floor..so im all wet, plus have to clean up the floor..no mop here, n i was like cinderella story, cleaning it up with tissue paper..hhuhu...i have a helper, Nik..she insist to help me, so she clean it up too..

Done with that, n Im now having a serious headache...uhhh...im waiting for the metals to be well mixed actually, have about 7 minutes more...prepare for the worse..hahah coz while i was filling the syringe with nitrogen gas for previous set, the syringe just dont want to move as the gas are filling it, which will sudden "pop" when excess gas in it...thats what im so AFRAID of...

Baby, before its too late..

Events coming up: PTAR 1

Confused again..

Now im confused again...wondering how to calculate all those sulphur compound

thiosulphate+sulphate+sulphite+hydrosulphide/sulphide

The influent and effluent, I got it..but how to match it with the results for biofilm reactor and the one that comes in the precipitation reactor..how to know how much sulphide have comes in???

hmmm....calculate here and there, thinking on how to actually do it...need lot of thinking, YA, i know that...it looks ez at 1st, just by telling people " the effluent minus influent" YES! sherina..thats how it works but it doesnt seems to be as simple as that! huh, thought so, only just now..haha

As far as what i know now, the TOTAL SULPHUR COMPOUND IN BIOFILM REACTOR shud minus the TOTAL SULPHUR COMPOUND IN PRECIPITATION REACTOR...AM I CORRECT?

OKAY, SO LETS TRY TO CALCULATE 1ST...

Nickel 20 & 10ppm

aluminum foil used for wrapping sulphide tubes

the MOX nitrogen gas, i was so afraid to use this. Coz ive been knocked, haha when the gas released too much..now no more..

sample bottle for metals

tubes for sulphide with my eppendorf timer

purging wastewater for 10mins

withdrawing samples: the inlet from biofilm reactor

withdrawing samples:the inlet from the artificial wastewater

Lets continue with what i left yesterday, with different concentration of nickel; 20 & 10ppm..